Through the Fog

Whoa. Weird. Today is pretty much my first sober day in a month. I've done nothing but party lately. That's why there hasn't been any postings. Too busy enjoying my life.

No, this isn't some sort of "I've discovered I don't need drugs and alcohol to be happy" type things. I do need drugs and alcohol to be happy. My life fucking sucks. I need to get fuckered up almost every single day just to function. I'm thinking of moving on to harder stuff. But for today, I'll stay clean and let you know what's going down with a few random updates.

Friends- still suck. I've been avoiding two of my closest friends for the past three weeks. I never really thought about it before, but I'm a stereotypical loner. I really, REALLY dislike all of my friends. Whenever I get invited to their houses, I make up some bullshit excuse. Given the choice, 99% of the time I'd rather be off by myself than with other humans.

Family- Not much to say here. All my family's birthdays seem so collide at about the end of August. From them until, like, the end of January everyone has a birthday coming up. Saucy Sally has a birthday pretty soon. Gift ideas? None to speak of. If I can find, like, a really cool bong with some sort of dragon on it, my life would be golden. Although, truth be told, I'd just keep it for myself :(

Work- Sucks.

Sports- I've been unusually lazy recently. Luckily, I've made up for it by following sports really closely. I remember about ten years ago I went through this whole tennis phase. I knew everything about all the best players (Sampras being my personal favorite). I just started watching the U.S. Open this week and everything is completely different. But still fun. I like Nadal alot. Especially during his interviews. Is it just me, or does he seem really, REALLY stupid? Like he can't make complete sentences. I know English isn't his first language, but come on. Also, I'm a little sad that there aren't that many slam pieces on the ladies side. Serena Williams is fucking gross. She looks like Kimbo Slice. I bet she could kick my ass without trying. Sure, she "wins" alot, but at what cost?

Anyways. Yeah. I'm gonna go now. I think I'll take a nap. or watch t.v.

You know, whatever.

-M